NOTA 6 DE MOTIVACIÓN. DEJARSE AYUDAR // MOTIVATION NOTE 6. BE HELPED

Después me metió en un horno, imaginesé, nunca había sentido semejante calor, toque el vidrio del horno y a través de él pude leer sus labios que decían aguanta un poco más, todavía no es tiempo. Sentía que me ahogaba y le grité: ¡Pará! ¡Basta! ¡Déjame en paz! Pero el solo repetía, aguanta un poco más, todavía no es tiempo.

Al fin cesó y pensé que todo había terminado pero no. Me metió en otro horno más caliente que el primero, y ahí sentí que me moría, le grité, le imploré, le supliqué que me sacara, que me respetara, y llorando le pregunté si se había vuelto loco, pero el solo repetía, aguanta un poco más, todavía no es tiempo.

Me pregunté en ese momento si tendría esperanza de soportar tantos malos tratos, pero por algún motivo aguanté todo aquello. Fue entonces que se abrió la puerta del horno y sentí una bocanada de aire, no paraba de pensar. ¿Y ahora qué? Él me tomó cariñosamente entre sus manos y suavemente me depositó en una repisa más alta que la primera. Me dejó descansar una hora y vino por mí con un espejo en sus manos, me dijo:

¡Mirate, ya es tiempo, esta sos vos!. No podía creer lo que estaba viendo, era bellísima, esa no podía ser yo, pero ahí estaba y si lo era. Sé positivamente que sufriste cuando te moldeé con mis manos, pero observa tu hermosa figura. Sé que padeciste el intenso calor pero mira tú increíble y sólida consistencia. Sé lo mucho que te dolieron las raspadas y pulidas, pero ve ahora la finura de tu presencia. Y que las pinturas te provocaron náuseas, pero pareces lucir ropa color de una reina. Ahora eres una obra terminada, la que imaginé cuando te empecé a formar.

FUENTE

(Me la regaló alguien a que ayudé como un hijo de la vida a formarse y nunca le pregunté de donde la sacó ).

Sé positivamente que estás haciendo, al igual que yo, algo para superarte. Elegiste libremente leerme, pero recuerda :

TODOS LOS DÍAS, APENAS AMANECE EN ÁFRICA DESPIERTA UN JOVEN CERVATILLO QUE SE ALIMENTA DE PASTOS TIERNOS, Y A SU VEZ DESPIERTA EL LEÓN QUE SE ALIMENTA DE ANIMALES JÓVENES. EN ESTA VIDA TE TOQUE SER EL PACÍFICO CERVATILLO O EL AGUERRIDO LEÓN. SI AMANECE LO MEJOR, ES QUE CORRAS POR VIVIR.

Maybe because I was born in the 60s, and that hipista, rebellious but pacifist world wave invaded me. At an early age I had to learn to distrust the other, until I had to be accidentally forced to tattoo my heart "EVERYONE IS BAD UNTIL THEY SHOW ME THE OPPOSITE". It was hard for me to let myself help, I never had the money or the time to lie down in a psychologist's chair, but from a very young age I read a lot and when I was old enough, I told myself something is not right with me, I had internal wounds that did not heal and I decided to buy self help books, since from the age of 12 I had to marry my own food as RAMBO, (action movie starring Sylvester Stallone), I had to sew my own wounds (Metaphor) and so I survived until here, just steps from my 60 years.

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More than a hundred books read gave their result, they helped me to lighten my cross, the one that I inherited and largely chose, and today by way of advice I intend to show you a couple of things that may be useful to elucidate between yes or no, receive some kind of help, that is to say in a few words I want to lend you MY WATERCOLOR PALETTE so that you think about painting RAINBOW every time you are in the middle of your storms, until here for what I have experienced I can assure you that everytime it rained it stopped.

They say that one black night, in a dark sea, General Hensel Howard was sailing in his submarine supervising the enemy advance in unknown waters, when a soldier from the fleet warned him with alarm that he had detected on the radar a ship of large dimensions.

Once he saw the radar, he asked them to lower the periscope and it was there to his great surprise that he was able to verify that in front of his boat, there was a light moving from side to side, as if they were also tracking something and were approaching itself. velocity. It was real, there they were!

It was eminent that in no more than 10 minutes they were going to collide head-on. He asked his first admiral to take the radio and urgently open a communication line, when they told him that everything was ready to communicate, he took the microphone and said with you in command: I AM THE GENERAL OF THE GERMAN NAVY, HENSEL HOWARD, I DEMAND YOU OR BETTER SAID I ORDER YOU TO TURN URGENTLY TO THE RIGHT OR LEFT BECAUSE IF NOT I WILL BE FORCED TO OPEN FIRE.

After a few seconds a quiet and paused voice was heard that replied: GENERAL APOLOGY, I AM THE HUMBLE DWELLER OF A LIGHTHOUSE AND IF YOU DO NOT TURN IT WILL BE IMPOSSIBLE TO AVOID CRASHING AGAINST THE WALL OF THE ISLAND.

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Sometimes our ignorance, ignorance or our ego to believe that we are so immense that we know everything, plays a trick on us. It is convenient for us to travel through the life of an apprentice and thus we will tire of marveling. (I hope I have caught your attention).

THE RATE.

It is said that in England there was a couple who really liked visiting the small shops in central London. Once inside one of them, they were perplexed when they saw a small cup that glittered in one of the windows. Would you allow me to see that rate? Asked the lady. I've never seen anything so fine! Being in the hands of the lady the cup began to tell her story.

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It is important for you to know that I was not always the mug you are holding. Some time ago, it was nothing more than a handful of clay, but an Artisan took me in his hands and gave me shape, I despaired and yelled at him, Enough, leave me alone! He smiled at me and told me not to hold on for a while longer.

After he put me in an oven, I imagined, I had never felt such heat, I touched the glass of the oven and through it I could read his lips that said hold on a little longer, it is not yet time. I felt like he was drowning me and I yelled at him: Stop! Enough! Leave me alone! But he just kept repeating, hold on a little longer, it's not time yet.

At last it stopped and I thought it was all over but no. He put me in another oven hotter than the first, and there I felt that I was dying, I yelled at him, I implored him, I begged him to take me out, to respect me, and crying I asked him if he had gone crazy, but he just repeated, hold on a little longer, it's not time yet

I wondered at the time if he had any hope of enduring so much mistreatment, but for some reason I put up with it all. It was then that the oven door opened and I felt a breath of air, I couldn't stop thinking. And now that? He took me lovingly in his hands and gently placed me on a shelf higher than the first. He let me rest for an hour and came for me with a mirror in his hands, he told me:

Look at you, it's time, this is you!. I couldn't believe what I was seeing, it was beautiful, that couldn't be me, but there it was and it was. I know positively that you suffered when I molded you with my hands, but look at your beautiful figure. I know you suffered from the intense heat but look at your incredible solid consistency. I know how much the scraping and polishing hurt you, but now see the finesse of your presence. And that the paintings made you nauseous, but you seem to be wearing the colored clothes of a queen. Now you are a finished work, the one I imagined when I started to train you.

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(It was given to me by someone who I helped as a child of life to form and I never asked him where he got it from).

I know positively that you are doing, as I am, something to improve yourself. You freely chose to read me, but remember:

EVERY DAY, JUST DAWN IN AFRICA A YOUNG FAW WAKES UP THAT FEEDS ON TENDER PASTURES, AND AT THE SAME TIME THE LION THAT FEEDS YOUNG ANIMALS WAKES UP. IN THIS LIFE, YOU WILL BE THE PEACEFUL CERVATILLO OR THE AGUERRIDO LEÓN IF THE BEST IS DAWN, IS THAT YOU RUN FOR LIVING.

Until next time and only until the next world.

EL GRINGO VIEJO.