Am I Too Worried About Life?


I do realize that I have been struggling with my mental health for a long time. Having been in difficult times since childhood with more of being alone without parents made me used to think about everything alone.

I find it hard to get used to not thinking about the perfect thing. But then that feels like it's slowly killing me.


Then the presence of someone who became my partner made me learn slowly to make things go "Let it flow".

I was so afraid not to think about anything, that I realized that I had nothing to fear because I was not alone. It took me so long that I was not alone.

In recent days I have had intense communication with some friends, and especially friends from Hive Blockchain. I then cried and smiled at the same time. I am very grateful how life still gives me tears to be washed away with the beauty of the presence of the people around me.


Life is not perfect, and every so often I make it even more complicated. Hey, "you". Thank you for teaching me that it is okay not to be perfect because you are the one who is sent by God to make me perfect.

Hey, "you". Thank you for hugging me when I was terrified of life that was too much to want. With you, it feels very beautiful to be simple and be me.

Thank you for reading my simple blog.

All pictures were taken with iPhone 11.

Best Regards,
Anggrek Lestari

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Who is Anggrek Lestari?

Anggrek Lestari is an Indonesian fiction writer who has published two major books. Now She is a full-time content creator. She has a goal to share food content that makes others happy and can get inspiration for foods that are easy to make and contain elements of health.
Make sure you follow her blog as well for some interesting discussions about life other than food.
If you need a copywriter for your projects, Anggrek Lestari will be ready to help you.

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its always okay, nobody's perfect.

Thanks, Babe. ❤️

We all are very unique and different in so many ways.
Some people are good at one thing and some are good in others. It’s ok to not to be perfect because no one in this world is.
If we are perfect, we will not be humans, we will be god.
These imperfections are a actually something that make us live in this community and demand us to ask for help from other. So these imperfections are actually founding stones of community because we exist and depend on community because of these.

Thanks for stopping by. ah, ya sometimes I'm too worried :)

Nice one! The key is being strong and holding your self at all times. Good times are not forever and the same applies to bad times.

Mood swing always :D

Take each day in a grateful attitude. You look to me to be a kind lovely soul. I think we all as humans tend to make things that happen in life to complicated. Your photographs are wonderful.

Oh, thanks for your kind words. Grateful is the key :)

I like you 🤗 so much sister,,,I really like your dress,,,,All of your pitches are incredibly beautiful,,, thanks for your nice post...

Thank you much, sister. Have a great day!

You know Worrying about life is like sitting in a rocking chair. It gives you something to do for a while but it won't get you anywhere.

Exactly. Thanks for stopping by.

Yoi are such a strong woman so no worries and just do the best as always and the universe will give you the best back too ❤❤❤

I feel you. Still struggling inside. Stay strong, sis. Lucky you have someone as your "personal support system". Stay focus on the best thing you have 🤗

Each one of us has our own different struggles in life and sometimes overthinking can lead to a feeling of unhappiness. Just be strong dear.

Thanks, dear :)

Nobody is perfect. I am so happy that you find someone who cares about you :))

Thanks! 😊

hello @anggreklestari ,
seeking perfection is something that only brings us suffering our vision of how things should be is a construct of the mind I think the best thing we can do is to seek fluidity let life unfold until it is time to go.

I'm promoting That curation trail on HIVE and it would help me a lot if you forward it, You can also check it yourself: you might find it interesting to join, I'd love to hear your comments.

Oh, thanks for letting me know. Will check soon