[ESP | ENG] Agradezco el tener más que otros - I'm grateful for having more than others | 30 Days Gratitude Challenge | Día 21 - Day 21 |

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¡Bienvenidos de vuelta a mi blog, chicos! El día de hoy vuelvo a subir un post del reto de agradecimiento, ya solo faltan 10 para terminar este reto que se me ha hecho eterno motivado a situaciones ajenas a mí y otras no tanto, pero seguimos motivados a finalizar.

Welcome back to my blog, guys! Today I upload again a post of the challenge of gratitude, there are only 10 left to finish this challenge that has been made eternal motivated to situations outside me and others not so much, but we are still motivated to finish.

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¿Tengo más que los demás? | I have more thing than others?

Esta pregunta tal vez sonará extraña pero realmente es difícil a veces pensar que tengo más que otras personas aunque objetivamente sea cierto, porque siempre he sido una persona con un ego difícil y un «hambre» de grandeza bastante fuerte; cada año, sin embargo, me fui volviendo un poco más sencillo pero siempre buscando el ser reconocido por mi trabajo de la mejor manera.

Siempre he sido bueno para hacer muchas cosas, desde muy pequeño, pero nunca he destacado verdaderamente en algo, siempre me he quedado a medias, siempre he sido el segundo lugar, es difícil aceptar eso pero ya me he ido acostumbrando porque a veces el llegar a ser «el mejor» amerita muchas cosas que realmente no son de mi agrado, soy competitivo pero internamente, es decir, de forma intrapersonal.

This question may sound strange but it's really difficult at times to think that I have more than other people even though it's objectively true, because I've always been a person with a difficult ego and a rather strong "hunger" for greatness; every year, however, I became a little simpler but always seeking to be recognized for my work in the best way.

I've always been good at doing many things, since I was a child, but I've never really excelled at anything, I've always been halfway, I've always been second, it's difficult to accept that but I've gotten used to it because sometimes becoming "the best" requires many things that are not really to my liking, I'm competitive but internally, that is, in an intrapersonal way.

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Pienso que la felicidad de cada persona depende de muchos factores y perspectivas basadas en su propio discernimiento con respecto a las realidades ajenas en comparación con la suya propia; fácilmente una persona puede decir que tiene más cosas materiales que otra pero no necesariamente tiene cosas como una familia cariñosa, una pareja, estabilidad emocional y muchas otras cosas que de carecer en nuestras vidas pueden hacernos sentir muy vacíos.

En lo personal siento que sí tengo muchas cosas que agradecer que sé que no tienen personas que conozco de mi círculo social cercano como una familia con padres que viven en el mismo hogar, una mascota, una carrera consolidada (con sus respectivos títulos), una inteligencia crítica que me ha salvado de situaciones donde he necesitado un criterio fuerte, etc.

A nivel de metas personales siento que me faltan demasiadas cosas e irónicamente he tenido mucho, de hecho en el post que viene después de este de agradecimiento les hablaré sobre un momento de mi vida en el que sentí tocar el cielo con respecto a mi carrera musical.

A veces siento que me falta demasiado para llegar al objetivo que quiero de ser reconocido a gran escala por mi trabajo, pero cada día intento crecer un poco más, aunque en ocasiones ni siquiera tenga la fuerza para hacerlo.

Agradezco que realmente el solo tener un techo donde dormir con una familia que me ama es una bendición que no todo el mundo tiene, al igual que gozar de una salud casi plena, sin enfermedades crónicas ni mortales, de igual forma el tener comida en mi hogar y estar abastecido para tener una planificación inclusive a un corto plazo extenso (un mes a lo sumo), definitivamente tengo muchas cosas que otras personas quisieran tener y nunca dejaré de estar agradecido por ello.

I think that each person's happiness depends on many factors and perspectives based on their own discernment regarding the realities of others as compared to their own; easily one person can say that they have more material things than another but they don't necessarily have things like a loving family, a partner, emotional stability and many other things that being lacking in our lives can make us feel very empty.

Personally I feel that I do have many things to be thankful for that I know that people from my close social circle don't have such as a family with parents living in the same home, a pet, a consolidated career (with their respective titles), a critical intelligence that has saved me from situations where I have needed strong criteria, etc.

At the level of personal goals I feel that I lack too many things and ironically I have had a lot, in fact in the post that comes after this one of gratitude I'll talk to you about a moment of my life in which I felt to touch the sky regarding my musical career.

Sometimes I feel that I'm missing too much to reach the goal I want to be recognized on a large scale for my work, but every day I try to grow a little more, even if sometimes I don't even have the strength to do it.

I'm grateful that just having a roof over my head to sleep with a family that loves me is a blessing that not everyone has, as well as enjoying almost full health, without chronic or fatal diseases, likewise having food in my home and being supplied to have a planning even in a short term extensive (a month at most), I definitely have many things that other people would like to have and I'll never stop being grateful for it.

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He cumplido un día más y cada vez me siento más comprometido con el reto, agradezco demasiado a @vaneaventuras por crear este reto donde puedo expresar todo este amor que llevo por dentro, a @jesymarcano92 por la motivación porque de no ser por sus historias, no estaría acá compartiendo las mías y a @jaynie por el espacio en PowerHouseCreatives para colocar mis historias, es simplemente hermoso.

Si deseas ver mis publicaciones anteriores del reto, te los dejo a continuación:

I've completed one more day and I feel more and more committed to the challenge. I'm very grateful to @vaneaventuras for creating this challenge where I can express all this love that I carry inside, to @jesymarcano92 for the motivation because if it weren't for their stories, I wouldn't be here sharing mine and to @jaynie for the space in PowerHouseCreatives to place my stories, it's simply beautiful.

If you would like to see my previous challenge postings, I'll leave them below:

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This was a beautiful post! I am glad I stopped to read it today. Happiness is really the ultimate currency that everyone seeks, but not all of them find it. I am so glad you are blessed with such abundance of all forms. Being grateful for what you DO have instead of focusing on what you don't is truly a game changer & really helps the mindset.

Ironically, I did my Mindful Monday video today about happiness. I guess we are all on the same wavelength. :) Sending Pixie Dust & love to you & your family. Have a wonderful week, my brother 🤗💗

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Thank you for coming to my post dear Pixie! I've been really abscent from comment post like yours because I have a lot of internet issues in my country right now, I want to be stable to be active one more time, thank you for your good vibes and Pixie dust, so much love to you from Venezuela!

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