Be Your Own Wonder Woman!

I'm sure every woman has cried in public, in private, in the corner, and in the restroom at some point.

She wiped her tears, raised her head, inhaled deeply, and continued.

Yes, that's me.

I smiled and talked with everyone as I entered the workplace to hide my tears.

Furthermore, I'm not bringing this up to say, "Look how strong we are to pull ourselves together. We are falling apart."
Nevertheless, that is true.

I'm highlighting how simple it is to put up a brave front and keep others in the dark.

As a daughter, I never ask my family if my heart is okay or say anything to them. There are so many more things in my heart, even though I want to share much about my challenging times with everyone. I carry my scars with me; I always find it difficult to fall asleep in my bed at night, crying soberly and then pretending to be happy and laughing in the morning.

The countless battles.

No one has the foggiest idea about the conflict I'm in.
They are unaware of the innumerable mental conflicts I engage in daily.

They are unaware that my pillow used to dry my tears when no one else did. I feel so emotionally spent that I almost feel broken.

However, because I am aware of what it's like to feel unworthy, I am the one who always makes an effort to make others happy.

I guarantee that no one else has the same feelings. 

I can maintain a grin for everyone around me, regardless of how I am treated or what life throws at me. And I help everyone in need with my kindness and good heart.

Growing up, I understood that you will be tested numerous times in life, and eventually, your only option will be to remain strong. I've had innumerable breakdowns, feeling confused and wondering what my mission is. I also discovered that I was settling for less and that many people criticized me. I've been used and left behind, but those experiences don't bother me because I've gained much knowledge.

I now know how to be strong and, when needed, shield my heart. I've discovered that sometimes history doesn't repeat itself and that you must let go to go on and receive the benefits you are due. I discovered how to embrace myself when left in the dark several times. Remaining at night is not a sign of defeat because hope is born there. The more hope you have in your heart, the larger the light that will shape you into the person you want to be.

In public, everyone puts on their brave front. 

Furthermore, we'll never truly know the number of individuals in our immediate vicinity who wake up each morning barely able to hold themselves together.

So, be your own wonder woman for all the women out there!

Looking back one day, you'll see that you overcame all those obstacles and matured because you took the chance you're afraid to take.

Even though you were once lost, you are now following your dream path.

You'll look back one day and see that those tears you shed over the past several years are tears of joy and that you persevered through those miserable mornings.

Looking back in the future, you'll be happy that you overcame your fears and persevered to achieve achievement.

Keep going; you'll be happy with yourself one day.