Thoughts, ideas, adjustments...

My stay on Hive is starting to be quite long, I've been here for years, on this esteemed platform, smearing with my writings, with my thoughts, this esteemed blogging platform for me, for some time now I've also started to publish on Leofinance, I am increasingly appreciating its token, Leo, which I am trying to accumulate and for which I have medium and long-term projects, but today I would like to talk about something else, I would like to try to focus on other aspects, which in a certain sense concern my journey in the virtual world, with specific reference to what happened on Hive itself...

I was a dolphin, as HP in stake, perhaps I still am, given and considered the proxies that I currently have in place, but I believe that what really counts are the HP that are actually available, those that constitute our voting power , well, I don't remember exactly the quantity, but I should have possessed, at a certain point in time, almost 10k of HP in stake, with a fair amount of voting power, my thought, my idea, was to become, in a number of relatively short years, an Orca, that is, passing from the status of Dolphin to that of Orca...

Unfortunately, things went very differently, real life put great pressure on my virtual life, on the one hand reducing my time spent online by a certain percentage per day, and on the other hand with very high economic needs. strong, such as various payments that I had to face and expenses that could no longer be waived, mainly an earlier change than expected for our car and the arrangement of our, mine and my partner's, dental arches, because there were strong risks of compromising the regularity of our own chewing, if we still have a few years to live on, it is better to put a nice patch to everything immediately, with the consequence, from the practical point of view of things, that I had to do a heavy Power-Down, reducing my voting power considerably...

I have always considered the HP that I held on Hive as a sort of parachute, a life preserver to hold on to in case of extreme necessity or as support for future times, when I will cease my modest work activity, in effect the Power-Down that I have had to be carried out was effective, it contributed, together with other means, to stem the multitude of problems that suddenly materialized in my life, for those who, from a real point of view, I can only be satisfied with what it generated, but the downside is represented by the fact that I will never be, except in the case of unforeseen reversals of incalculable importance, an Orca, that is, I will never have a voting force that can decisively support the other users...

I had some projects in mind, some ideas with which to touch virtual realities and be able to actively help other users in different ways, of course, I can do it anyway, but it's one thing to own a few tens of thousands of HP in stake, it's another thing count on a current power of just over 1.7k of Hive in stake, the only positive fact, at the moment, is the fact that I have found a sort of balance point, which should slowly allow me to increase, not I know in what terms, my HP endowment at least in the short term, unfortunately I'm going through a rather messy period, and it's difficult for me to go too far, I had a frequency of publishing posts on Hive which had always represented one of my strengths in relation to my stay on this blogging platform, I averaged 2 posts a day (in addition to publishing my activity on actifit) , for some time now I've had to scale everything back, I'm already happy if I manage to publish once a day, because the days in which I'm forced to jump to the following days are not rare, never mind, all these events, all these circumstances they don't make me less willing to continue writing on Hive, the dynamics change, the settings change, but the pleasure of writing remains...