The depleting financial factor of all my dream jobs became dashed

hello all friends, how is it today, is it okay, of course I hope all friends are always given health and facilitated in all affairs, it's great that I can be back here and I want to share again with friends my exact same experience as the topic in Week 71 - issue 01 || dream job.
This life can be I am not what we hope of course, because all those people have a dream job if they grow up, when I was in elementary school, there were some dream jobs that I really missed when I grew up.there were some neighbors asking me at that time, if you grow up what do you want to become, son?
Of course I replied softly, I will be a doctor and a policeman.
Your dream job is so good, hopefully I can fulfill my dream of becoming a doctor and policeman.

These two of my dream jobs I have missed so much when I was 11 years old, I think both of my dream jobs are very noble jobs, although among my friends many don't like it when I grow up wanting to be a policeman, why don't you like it?
What's wrong with the police?

want to be a policeman
Being a policeman was my dream job as long as I was in elementary school, I have to say that a civil servant surely everyone will be proud to see us later when we become a policeman.
when I had graduated from high school, I finally did not continue to study again, I postponed a few years, I thought if I took the test at the military academy (Akmil) first and then later when I had graduated Akmil I would continue my studies again. Indeed, to be an Akmil we must be prepared to die first because we live in a greater responsibility, being a defender of the country has a very noble duty, we must be involved in war if our country is in trouble.

Become a Doctor
This second dream job is very interesting, because to become a doctor we have to continue studying in the field of medicine, indeed being a doctor is also one of the very good jobs, every doctor who handles all his patients wants to help the community so that all the diseases he experiences are resolved immediately, many things make me want to be a doctor, The first one may be that when I become a doctor later, I want to open a practice and provide free treatment for people who are less fortunate or classified as poor.
It is unfortunate if we see at this time, if poor people are sick, let alone to pay for medicine in the hospital, for daily food alone they are classified as difficult to get.

Both of my job dreams I buried deep
With economic factors in this time that are famine, I have to bury deeply into my two dream jobs, indeed if the economy is difficult of course we can not do anything.
actually I at that time had passed several stages at the military academy (Akmil) only two stages away from becoming a policeman, my parents had no more money to finance me, in those days to become a policeman we had to prepare at least enough savings, related to work my parents were just a farmer I did not force them to look for relatives, I think it's been up to this stage I think my parents have visited with all their might to support me, I'm proud of my parents.

I have to be able to accept the reality, and I am always grateful even though I am hard to let it go.maybe at another time there is still a chance for me.keep the spirit in living life.we don't need to cry about it.