My deep thinking state

I explore my own world because to me only me live in it..i let my emotions sleep so i don’t become an object of pity from other creatures who thinks they’re better off, so someday if i stumble off my feet i hope no one sees...i know no one can save us, yes i know;that’s why i put my pains and problems in one style of a phone call to the highest of all mankind
who knows if this is really true...having all of mankind to believe there’s someone watching over us when really it’s just a life of luck and survival till the final day comes...not to counter your doubt or beliefs...we in a world where no one really cares... hopefully we can to get to leave the shelter of the blue skies one day to really find out what the problem was and it still is...