MY SCHOOL LOVE LIFE :DID I HAVE A SCHOOL LOVE ?

My school love life as a wrecked as a house after a tsunami storm all shattered and all over the place all in bits and cant come back together despite all attempts to reestablish it.

HOW IT ALL STARTED
Back in my early school days,As a handsome,athletic,cool guy and top in my class so to speak i drew more attention to my self and it was mostly girls of my class and sometimes my seniors too.I was called fine boy and other pet names,but at that moment i didn't actually care about girls but i love to play around instaed and i still saw them as normal back then.It all changed as i got older.
THE CRUSH BEGINS
As time went by and things were normal all of a sudden it all changed like a telenovela show.So their was this girl called Lillian she was beautiful and quite alright for a girl but i didn't view her that way till a day during our biology class,a question was thrown at her and she couldn't provide an answer and i was close to her with the answer i had to lend a hand.She got the answer right and sat back down them she looked at me and said thank you in such i way i skipped a beat and even got scareI wondered what that feeling was and why it felt so strange.Later that same day i told my friends about it the said is a sign of love but o doubted them and didn't believe it to be true.As i got home and time went by thinking about that moment and her face and smile saying thank you it made me happy for some reason and i myself didn't even notice it and where it was heading.
THE LOVE JOURNEY
After somewhile of merely crushing on eachother having slight talks,the bond started to grow stronger.Before a period of 2 months or more we have gotten to know each other better and are happy together always,making ourselves priorities for each other.
The love which it turned out to be grew stronger and stronger everyday with us going home together and gisting all the way home.The rest of the class has already found out that their is a bond holding us too together and the always called us couples.Not gonna lie though we did look cute together.But i always wondered if it was normal beacuse none of us has asked each other out or said the expression i love youbut dispite that we were happy together.
ACADEMIC ISSUES
Being attached to someone while in high school is not one of the best ideas but it always looks inevitable.We spent so much time together and lost focus of the more important thing and that was an issue,she was geeting low grades and she wasnt happy about it and i which used to bNO 1 dropped to 3rd and dropped performance.We really wantd to improve so we left each other for a while especially during exam weeks so we can have improved focus and after we stay together as usual.
FAREWELL MY LOVE
Not so long after all our funs and adventures together a sad reality came to play.OUR GRADUATION we were all so happy about the graduation but sad at the same time too because neither of us wanted to leave each other,but it cant be helped.
During the graduation day we stayed together throughout just as couples do and sooner or later i knew she would leave and seeing her would be limited.
And so it came the graduation ceremony was over and we all had to leave each other.Moved with tears i cried calmly and the tears were present but she couldn't hold hers like i did sh e burst in tears and i can only console her for the time being.
After the graduation we parted ways though we chatted but with time what we had together died of slowly and we couldn't even notice it till it was all gone.
CONCLUSION
LOVE IS A BEAUTIFUL THING WITH THE RIGHT PERSON AND PURE INTENSIONS.BEING WITH THE RIGHT PERSON BRINGS JOY AND INNER PEACE IT MIGHT NOT BE PRESENT BUT WITH SOME SELF EVALUATION YOU CAN SEE IT.

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